⯈ Elven (he/him), 31, from Germany, queer 🏳️‍🌈 ⯈ Artist, Writer, Virtual Photographer, available for commissions! ⯈ Current Obsession(s): Cyberpunk 2077 ⯈ Technically a multi-fandom / personal blog, most things are tagged accordingly ⯈ 18+ content tagged with #nsft

Currently 90% I'm posting / reblogging about is Cyberpunk stuff! But also expect a dash of Dragon Age, Mass Effect, The Elder Scrolls, Gaming in General (video games and tabletop gaming), German Memes, Lord of the Rings, Mental Health, and History and Language things!

Main OC / V: Vincent Ezaki (#vincent ezaki) Main Ship: To Bad Decisions (Kerry Eurodyne / V) (#otp: to bad decisions)

Current Long-Term Project(s): Fanfiction "Love is Stored in the Olive Jar" Other Current Interests: ⯈ I'd like to get into / learn more about Cyberpunk RED ⯈ On-and-off working on Cosplays and other crafting projects ⯈ Dabbling in Modding Cyberpunk (focused on content for Masc!V, but mostly personal projects) ⯈ Drawing drawing drawing too many ideas all at once! ⯈ I always have some VP projects on the backburner too

My activity on Tumblr: ⯈ Anon is off, but asks and DMs are always open, don't hesitate to reach out! ⯈ I don't automatically follow back and am selective with who I follow in general to keep my dash a place I enjoy - I generally don't venture into tags either ⯈ I'm always okay to be tagged in stuff, be it posts, tag games, etc. so feel free to! I'm also tracking #elvenbeard ⯈ I heavily utilize xkit and tumblr's own blacklisting function, so I might not see everything if there's a word somewhere in a reblog-chain that I have muted - when in doubt, reach out to me! ⯈ I work in a marketing agency as a dayjob and am not always super active on tumblr - occasionally I use a queue (#queue on the hill) but I'm not very consistent with it xD ⯈ I use "XD" unironincally. You have been warned!

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I'm having brainworms about the Tower ending again like axnynsnfrnndndn.

Like. For Vince's canon the relationship with Kerry develops alongside the events of PL and they really get to know each other well. Lots of solid groundwork laying that's super solidified post-Mikoshi when their relationship truly becomes serious and fully committed.

In an AU where Vince decides to go through with the Tower ending, this base would still exist in the same way, but then he just disappears from Kerry's life, and, with all that's been going on, Kerry eventually assumes the worst... but is well enough at that point through the impact V left on his life to not fall back into the worst of his old patterns. Like yeah, it's hard and it sucks, but if anything, he owes V to seize the opportunities he made possible for him. And so he does that, even if he's always wondering what really happened, at some point maybe even doubting if V was even real and not just a vision or hallucination or whatnot induced by whatever.

And then randomly, in the middle of a show, he shows up again via holo like wtf. Kerry's made his peace with it all already in a way and is so taken aback, who wouldn't be? The old feelings begin to resurface, but it still takes some time to cope. I think he would call back after a few days to make sure it's really V, this is really real, and figure out what to do about it now, bc yeah, his career has reached new heights, but no fling or acquaintance ever quite reached what he'd been headed to with Vince.

Meanwhile, to Vince it feels like no time passed at all, his old life is in shambles in some way, but he's built himself up from the ground several times before. That at least gives him some solace in it all, but overall the first few days/weeks after waking up in Langley suck big time. And surely Reed or the NUSA will continue to pry now and then like "you sure you dont wanna come back, we could set you up with a cozy desk job, you still got so much potential" etc etc. But no thanks.

But then, when Kerry calls back, they begin to catch up, slowly but surely, and beginning to rekindle what they had, thinking about where this all could lead to with V's new condition and all, what a future together could look like and if it would work for both of them.

And there is a lot of uncertainty, as all of this happens over the phone, but I think Kerry especially would be more of a physical touch and closeness type of person, so from his side it's all a bit more uncertain, more vague. But the day they finally meet up again in person (at Dark Matter ofc) the uncertainty is blown away and aaahffycnsarnnssnamfm

Oouughh I need to write this all in fic form xD

Greatly approve that most of you would put me in the garden, cause hell yeah 🤌 I miss our old garden (and my grandma's garden from when I was a kid).

But library and fridge are great too xD and yes, I'd go to NC as a tourist if it was real, but pass on living there xDD