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First published September 8, 2016
I’m a liar…born to lying, bred to it, trained to it by an industry that lies for a living, practiced in it as a novelist. As a maker of fictions, I invent versions of myself, never the real thing, if it exists.John le Carré spent several years as an intelligence officer, with both MI6 and MI5. When his third novel, The Spy Who Came in from the Cold, became an international best-seller, he retired from being a spook to writing about them full time. John le Carré (“Le Carré” means “The Square,” btw) is the nom de plume of one David John Moore Cornwell. As he began his writing while still in the cloak and dagger biz, his employers required him to assume an alias for his writing work.
…We all reinvent our pasts…but writers are in a class of their own. Even when they know the truth, it’s never enough for them.
These are true stories told from memory—to which you are entitled to ask, what is truth, and what is memory to a creative writer in what we may delicately call the evening of his life? To the lawyer, truth is facts unadorned. Whether such facts are ever findable is another matter. To the creative writer, fact is raw material, not his taskmaster but his instrument, and his job is to make it sing. Real truth lies, if anywhere, not in facts, but in nuance.So one is free to take these stories with the same shaker of salt you would use with any world-renowned raconteur in a quiet corner of a late-night watering hole.
I have met two former heads of the KGB in my life and I liked them both.In one tale he tells of meeting a man who was the very image of a character he had written about in a novel, as if the guy had come into corporal existence directly from the page.
In the old days it was convenient to bill me as a spy turned writer. I was nothing of the kind. I am a writer who, when I was very young, spent a few ineffectual but extremely formative years in British Intelligence.Now, as for that guy in the corner, the one pretending to read a guidebook, the one who has been there for the entirety of the book, that would be Ronnie. Le Carre did not spring fully-formed from the earth, an Oxford student, educated, brilliant, well-spoken, discrete, multilingual. He came from somewhere. The largest part of that somewhere is dad. Ronnie was, according to his son, and sundry houses of detention, a con-man. How having Ronnie for a father affected the author is a major piece of the overall story. There are some skills one learns at the feet of a criminal, and maybe some talents one inherits. Some compensation I suppose for having a parent one cannot rely on, a parent one might be mortified to be associated with.
Close by the old casino stood the sporting club, and at its base lay a stretch of lawn and a shooting range looking out to sea. Under the lawn ran small, parallel tunnels that emerged in a row at the sea’s edge. Into them were inserted live pigeons that had been hatched and trapped on the casino roof. Their job was to flutter their way along the pitch-dark tunnel until they emerged in the Mediterranean sky as targets for well-lunched sporting gentlemen who were standing or lying in wait with their shotguns. Pigeons who were missed or merely winged then did what pigeons do. They returned to the place of their birth on the casino roof, where the same traps awaited them. Quite why this image has haunted me for so long is something the reader is perhaps better able to judge than I am.